there was once i heard a story
there's a duck that live with a group of chicken
and the duck is always treat as a chicken by those chicken
chicken: hey com'on dude, you have wing, you stand with 2 leg, is like us
ok people portrait diversity with chicken and duck that's is fine...
but i had no idea why is there a group a not-look-like-chicken's chicken
what the hell...
anyway miss my home town hehe

hmm ok i need to clarify to everyone that
my girlfriend is a really sweet girl
her name is melissa newton julak
and i love her very much
even i think no people reading my blog but
is ok
i m writting from my heart
i hope that i can have more time to spend with baby
cause really busy recently (even though i don't no what i busy with)
hug girl (-o-)




recently doing a design for my school activity for an activity call suara ssil.
it was not a very excellent design but some of my friends like it.
but some of my friends advice me not to use this image because because there is some explicit
content. (picture 1, the hanging girl)
i don't care much about whether is being choosen or not
but
it really upset me that
i am setting inside a box
and when i try to think what's outside of the box
i get kill in the box
can i do anything to change this circumstances...
all i shall keep quiet in the box...
start:
0049
miss some phone call because of sleeping
0830
miss the alarm (want to wash my cloth)
0930
finally wake up (but sick)
0945
sleep back
1108
miss the class
1115
go hostel office, being chase back (they want me to bath)
1127
did not check in + forget to fill the form (fine RM10+10)
1144
do something stupid to make my girl angry
1150
eat alone
1230
blogger logging error
1236
suddenly the text that i type for this post all gone
1237
retype
to be continue...



finally i learned adobe illustrator
long long time ago
i wish to learn keep on delay
until now only i explore it
this is the 1st illustration
and i now understand why some people like puzzle or modeling gundum
is fun when you construct all the lines
one bye one
slowly color it
at finalize it
is so fun
more illustration will coming soon hopefully
wanna try comic next time

can clearly see that there are much different after the change
according to my personal survey
most of the girls: "ya no bad"
but for some guys: "so fake"
depend on how you judge it
art value versus commercial value?
this is also after retouch
my lovely honey







































